fuskarta

"Ina taki kwalliyar.....ita tafi muhimmanci" kunya ta kamata ta sauke fuskarta a qirjinsa tana shaqar daddadan qamshinsa

"Banfa yi wanka ba,aiki na gama yi,gurin duk yayi qura" girarsa ya dage sama duka biyun

"Iyyee,abun 'yar haka ne?,shine kika share iya wajenki banda nawa ko?" Kai ta girgiza da sauri tana 'yar dariya

"Ba haka bane uncle,nasan mummy hafsat ta gyara maka fa" kai kawai ya jinjina

"Yanzu yaushe ne za'a yimin kwalliyar,ta musamman nakeso,i will pay" dariya ta saki,tanajin dadin yadda yake yaba komai nata

"Za'a yi maka uncle" ta furta tana rufe fuskarta da hannunta

"That's my baby doll" shima ya amsa mata yana jan dogon hancinta

"Muje naga mimi' ya sake fada yana dagata a jikinsa,gaba daya sai ya rasa kaso hamsin na bacin ransa, shigowarta kawai ya tafi da komai,ta miqe ya sanya hannunsa cikin nata ya riqe gam suka fara takowa xuwa falon.

Babu irin abinda bata saqa a ranta ba sanda take tsaka da kukan,sai datayi me isarta sannan ta dauraye fuskarta,bata da wata mafita,komai ya tsaya mata cak,batasan me ya kamata tayi ba,saita dauki wayarta ta soma lalubar number anty ummee ko xata samu wasu shawarwari.

Abun takaicin tana kira taji suna sanar mata kudinta ya qare,dama already taci bashin mtn na kusan dubu uku,duk kuwa da cewa duk wata sai abbas din ya saka mata kudin credit ta account dinta bama credit din ba,taja tsaki ta sauka ta koma bank dinta ta sakawa layin bashin da suke binta,bonus din da suka bata tayi amfani dashi ta kira anty ummee din.

Shuru tayi har ta gama bayaninta sannan ta dora

"Ina tsoron kada yarinyar nan ta fara shiga rayuwarsa anty ummee,ni zuwan nan da sukayi ma sai naga kamar ta fara budewa ta zama mace,harda kai mata kayanta sashenta fa,duk da na sanshi bashi da girman kan wannan wa iyalinsa,amma yarinyar ai bata cancanci wannan kulawar ba" baki anty ummee ta tabe,tana jin kamar ta jawo hafsat din tayita jibga

"Nidai da farko saidai nayi miki addu'ar Allah ya yaye miki wannan baqar qazantar,bansan irin ribar da kike samu da ita ba" maganar ta bata ran hafsat,don duk yadda kake da ita kace mata qazama ce to sai an ganku a rana

"Meye haka anty ummee?,nifa ba akan wannan na nemi shawararki ba,tunda dai ni ina iya bakin qoqarina,abubuwane sukeyimin yawa,kuma nayi nayi ya daukon mai aiki yaqi,to bazan kashe kaina ba" kai anty ummeen ta jinjina,gwara ta bita a yadda suka soma,kada ta yiwa kanta rasa rasa

"Ke gaskiya ce baki so,na daina kuma gaya miki,amma indai kansa kike san shawowa dole kidan gyara inda idanunsa zasu ganki tsaf,tunda da tsafta aka jarabceshi ke kuma ea qazanta.....muddin kinason ganin dai dai dole ki sauko daga ra'ayinsa kibi nasa ko yaya ne,koni da kikaga ina yadda nakeso,wasu abubuwan ra'ayinsa nake bi kafin na murda idan naga ya biyu yadda nakeso na koma kan nawa ra'ayin" sun dan dauki lokaci suna fafatawa ma kafin hafsat ta fahimci abinda anty ummee take nufi,dole ta yarda tadanyi gyara a ranar ko zata cimma manufofinta ta ruwan sanyi.

Suna gama wayar ta miqe tana tunanin ta inda zata fara,sai ta yanke ta shiga da kanta ta kira widad din,can qasan ranta tana mamakin yadda ko motsinta bata sake ji ba bare ta shigo taga abinda ya kamata tayi mata.

Tun bata qarasa ba taga sassan nata a kulle,ta juya cike da mamakin ina taje?,ko gidan hajiyan da aka rufe babinsa ta koma?,harta dawo da baya.....amma tana kallon sashen abbas din akalar tunaninta ya canza,saita nufi can,duk da zuciyarta na gaya mata bata ciki,to amma mafi rinjaye na tunaninta yana rinjayarta ga zuwa sashen nasa.

Tana buda qofar falon abbas dake riqe da hannun widad yana bude ta bedroom din,idanunsa na kallon gefansa yana magana da widad din,cak hafsat din ta tsaya kamar an dasata,qirjinta yana harbawa,ta zuba masa ido tana son ganin waye yake biye dashi.

Wani mugun ashar ne taji ya taso mata,saidai abinda yazo ya tsaya mata a wuya ya hana kowanne kalma fita daga bakinta,widad fa take gani,widad yau a dakin mijinta?,riqe da hannunsa?,baqar zuciya da kuma fushin dake cin zuciyarta ya sanyata cikin zafin nama ta harbo zuwa cikin falon.

Takunta yaja hankalinsa sanda yake tsokanar mimi tayi kyau,ya tashi daga durquson da yayi,ya zuba mata idanu,don kallo daya yayi mata zuciyarsa ta bashi akwai wani abu na daban.

Kafin ta qaraso idanunsu suka sarqe cikin na juna,wani irin baiwar idanu gareshi masu tsananin kwarjini,abinda yayi mata tasiri kenan,kallonsa ya ratsa zuciyarta ya karya duk wani zafi data debo da kima qissime qissime da zuciyarta keyi mata na irin abinda zata aiwatar,saurin data kwaso ya canza zuwa nawa.

Kallon kallo suka ci gaba da yiwa juna,sai taji zuciyarta kamar zata fashe idan bata ce komai ba,a sannan ta tuna ita din me laifi ce,ta kuma tuna gargadin da anty ummee tayi mata

"Kissa saida kwantar da kai"maganar data gaya mata ta qarshe kenan

"Nace me za'a dafa maka?" Ta maye gurbin dukka wani bala'i daje qasan zuciyarta da wannan tambayar,tambayar da yaji sam bata dace da yanayin da ya ganta a ciki ba,to amma koda ta tambaya dinne da gaske,yanajin ya zuwa yanzu ya kamata ya nuna mata fushinsa,saiya dauke idonsa daga kanta ya maida kan 'yarsa

"Bana buqatar komai" ya amsa mata a dake yana duqawa yana gyarawa mimi kwalar rigarta.

Wasu irin hawaye ne masu dumi suka cika mata idanu,ta zubawa widad ido,wadda sam idanunta baya wajen,ta tattareshi akan tv,haka kawai takejin wani irin itama cikin ranta, yanayin gidan a yau ya sake mata rashin dadi,ta tabbatar a lokaci irin wannan a kaduna ita dashi din suna kitchen tare suna girki,ko suna backyard dinsu suna wankin undies,ko suna karatu ko kallo.

Qwafa taja can qasan ranta tana danne hawayen,batason ta zubdashi a gaban widad din,ta juya tana barin falon,kamar zatayi bindiga ta fashe haka takejin kanta,nadama da dana sanin ma tambayarsa me za'a girka din ya cika Zuciyarta,gashi ya yarfata a gaban qaramar yarinyar da a haife ta haifeta.

Hanyar data fita yabi da kallo,yaja dan qaramin tsaki sannan ya koma ya zauna kusa da mimi

"Hadamin coffee ko black tea" ya bata umarni yanason danne shima nasa fushin,tadan kalleshi da wani irin yanayi,cikin zuciyarta takejin akwai wani abu dake damunsa,don ba haka yake ba,kamar zatayi magana saita fasa,ta miqe tana nufar qofa.

Tana sanya qafarta a falonta taji an biyo bayanta,ta tsorata sosai,taja da baya tana dubanta,sai data gane hafsat dince saita saki ajiyar zuciya tana lumshe idanunta hadi da budesu tana kallonta.

Wani irin kallo take bin widad dashi,tana jin kamar ta fincikota ta rufeta da duka,yarinya qarama amma tana neman dagula mata lissafi,tanaji a jiki da zuciyarta abbas ya sake canzawa ne sosai ta sanadin aurenta,a baya idan ya fiya cika masa ciki tattarawa yake ya koma inda ya fito,sanda suna gari guda kuma saidai ya tsiri zaman gidan hajiya,ko kadan bata damuwa,saboda tasam ba wani wajen yaje ba,kuma shi din ba mai kula kulen mata bane,asalima sam basa cikin tsarinsa,don haka ba kasafai ta fiya damuwa,idan ya qare fushinsa zai dawo yaci gaba daci abincinsa ko yaya ta dafa kuwa,idan yaji bai masa bama zai shiga kitchen ya dafa da kansa
(Hmmmm,duk a lokacin bata taba kawowa miskilanci bane irin na mijinta,ta aza hakan akan babu yadda zaiyi da itane,kamar dole yayi duka abinda yakeyi din).

"Uban me kika shiga yi dakin abban mimi" kamar daga sama furucin yazowa widad,mamaki ya kamata,for now dai ta fahimci matsayinta daya da hafsat din,ta kuma fahimci me kalmar aure take nufi,indai haka ne bataga muhallin wannan tambayar ba,duka wannan ba damuwarta bane,abinda yafi bata mata rai kalmar UBAN WA data fada,wanda dai dai yake da zagi a wajenta

"Dake nake!" Ta sake fada cikin tsawa kamar zata kai mata duka,amma ga mamakinta sai taga widad din ta tsireta da manyan idanunta

"Ai ba haramun bane tunda kema naga kina shiga" ta fada a sakalce abunta tana dubanta.

Zallar mamaki ya saukowa hafsat din,tayi sakato tana kallonta

"Ni kike gayawa wannan maganar?" Ta fadi tana jin wani zafi har cikin ranta

"Me nace mommy?" Ta tambayeta kanta tsaye,a karo.na biyu ta sake shiga mamaki,anya kuwa?,anya abinda take tunani bai faru ba?,yaushe yarinyar tabfara fahimtar abubuwa haka?.,da tayi wani qaramin tunani sai tabar wancan maganar tace

"Ki wuce kije kiyi aikinki,suna can suna jiranki"

"Tom,bari na dafawa uncle tea" tea?,har tea yake sakata dafa masa saboda zallar jawo mata raini?,wanne girki ta iya da zai buqaci tea daga wajenta

"Ni kike.maidawa magana widad?" Juyowa tayi tana kallon hafsat din,ita gana daya sai taji ta sire mata daga zuciyarta,tunda ta fahimci akwai qaryayyaki da yawa data taba gaya mata,a dabi'arta kaifi daya ce,ko meye za'a yi mata bata qarya haka ta taso tun quruciyar ta,dalilin da ya sanya ta sake shan wahala kenan sosai a wajen 'yan uwanta da cousins dinta

"Me nayi mommy?,aikinsa shine gaba da kowanne aiki fa,ba kyau miji ya saka kaqi" zuwa lokacin gaba daya hafsat din ta gama sarewa,lallai qaryarta ta fara qarewa,tund har yarinyar ta fara sanin ma'anar kalmar miji,ta kuma fara tantance bin umarnin wata a gaba da nata umarnin,basu taba musayar magana da ita ba koda da sau daya,amma yau da ita suke musu?,tana ce mata ga yadda za'a yi itama kuma tana fadin nata,ah wannan babbar musifa da babbar guguwar canji ce ta tunkarota,wadda take buqatar zama na musamamn da shawarwari don sanin meyenmatakin dauka na gaba,daga wannan sai bata sake cewa komai ba,ta juya tana barin wajen tana jin kamar duniyarta tazo qarshe gaba daya.

Tsakin da batasan yazo bakinta ba shi ta fitar,tadan harari hanyar data wuce din

"Kawai kawai ni...."sai kuma tayi shuru tana quna quni,ita tunda taga yadda taketa wani tsare mata uncle dinta da kallo taji tana jin haushinta,bata taba ma kula da haka take zuba masa ido ba sai yau din,haka ta shiga kitchen din,ta fara duba kayan hada tea din da tasan yana matuqar so ta fara hada masa,lokaci lokaci tana dan jan tsaki.


*H U G U M A*

*_A RUBUCE TAKE_*
(K'addarata)
*Arewabooks:Huguma*

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Wayar anty ummee ta sake kira cikin mugun rudani da tashin hankali tafara gaya mata yadda ake ciki,ita kanta abun ya bata mamaki sosai

"Wannan maganar bata waya bace,ki daure ki cinye komai kiyi masa duk abinda yakeso,zuwa jibi in sha Allah zamu dawo daga bikin 'yar yayar babansu khadija(mijinta),gaata in sha Allah da wurwuri zaki ganni,idan ban samu fita bama zan miki magana saiki shigo mu hadu.

Wannan maganar ta tayar da hankalin hafsat din sosai,ganin jibi take tayi mata mugu mugun nisa

"Don Allah ki katse bikin nan anty ummee,kizo mu samu mafita,ina cikin mugu yanayi,ji nake zuciyata ba zata iya dauka ba,kamar zata fashe nakejinta"

"Indai bakiyi juriyar dana gaya miki ba kikace zakibi son zuciyarki to komai zai lalace miki ne" abinda tace da ita kenan.

Tayita kwatanta yadda zata fuskanceshi da fuskar komai ba komai ba amma ta kasa,kwata kwata zuciyarta bata da irin wannan juriyar da jarumtar irin ta anty ummee din,ta gama cusguna ma rayuwarta kuma tayi masa abinda yakeso?,babu abinda idanunta ke hango mata sai sanda suke fitowa daga dakin,yau hannun abbas dinta ne cikin na wata macen?,turakarsa da duk duniya ita kadai tasan kalarta yau sai ga wata mitsitsiyar yarinya ta fito daga ciki?,wa yasan ma me suka aikata suka ajiye mata yarinya a falo?.

Duk yadda ta juya ta kasa aiwatar da komai,kawai saita kulle kanta a dakin ita kadai,saqa da warwara ba irin wadda batayi ba akan yadda zata bullowa al'amarin,kota kan yaranta ba ma bata bi,suma yaran dawowar widad yasa basu sake nemanta ba,suna can wajenta,wadda bayan ta gama hada masa tea din ta koma yin wanka ta wuce dasu,ta sake yiwa nawwaran ma wanka,don ita kanta ba cikakkiyar tsafta a jikinta.

Zamansa a sassan nasa sai zuciyarsa ta kasa jurewa rashin ganin gilmawarta,ta saba masa da qamshinta,girkinta da a yanzu duk duniya babu girkin da yakejin taste dinsa idan ka dauke na hajiyarsa bayan nata,ya dinga qoqarin danne xuciyarsa,don a qa'ida awannin na hafsat ne,bayason kuma ya fara sabawa jiki da zuciyarsa da aikata wani abu da zai jagoranceshi ga zamowa kasashen namiji mara adalci,dole yayi wanka ya shirya ya biya ta sashenta don a qalla cikin su biyun ya kamata wata a ciki tasan inda zashi kada a nemeshi,hafsat ya dace ya soma fadawa,amma yaci alwashin bazai shiga sashenta ba,zai mata horon da zata sake shiga hankalinta.

Tana tsakiyar su mimi din suna assignment,ta dora abinci a kitchen,gown ce a jikinta na chiffon material butter color da zanen green flowers qananu

"Zan fita amma bazan dade ba zan dawo" ya furta jikinsa na amsawa,don daga inda yake tsayen yana iya jiyo qamshinta mai dadi,ga kuma qamshin da sashen kansa yakeyi wanda ya cukude da qamshin girkinta.

Marairaice fuska tayi tana kallonsa da farare sol din idanuwanta

"Uncle.....don Allah kada ka dade" murmushi ya subuce masa, ya jinjina kai yana kallo labbanta

"In sha Allah" kusan a tare sukayi masa a dawo lafiya,har ya isa bakin qofa yaji bazai iya wucewa ba,ta gama kashe masa jiki,yana qishirwar lausasan labban nan nata,sai yadan waiwayo ya mata sign din tazo.

Miqewa tayi tana sakin murmushi,tana kaiwa bakin qofar ya jawota cikin labule yadda yaran ba zasu iya hangosu ba,baiyi wata wata ba ya mannata da qirjinsa yana sauke ajiyar zuciya,ya dago fuskarta yana dubanta,idanunsu suka sarqe waje daya,sai suka hau yiwa juna kallon kallo,cikin zafin nama ya hade bakinsu waje daya.

Da qyar yayi controlling din kansa,ya zareta daga jikinsa yana sake kissing goshinta

"Allah yayi miki albarka,take care" ya fada yana ficewa a hankali,sai ta kasa motsawa ta bishi da kallo,yayin da wani lafiyayyen murmushi ya dinga fita daga fuskarsa,yana ji a jikinsa kallonsa take,wannan dalilin ya hanashi waiwayo,don ya bata damar kallon nasa sosai yadda ranta yakeso,ya hangi wasu abubuwa sosai daga zuciyarta,wanda ba lallai ita din ta fahimci shigarsa rayuwarta ba.

Sai data daidaita kanta sannan ta koma cikin yaran tana tana labbanta da yatsunta, batasan me yasa duk sanda yayi mata irin wannan abun take tsintar kanta a wani yanayi ba

"Kema kin zama yar iska ko?" Ta tambayi kanta da kanta,sai ta bushe da dariya ita kadai,har yaran suna kallonta dukansu,mimi ta tambaya

"Mene ne anty" dan zubawa yarinyar ido tayi har yanxu murmushin dake saman fuskar ta bai bace ba,sai ta kama kumatunta

"Babu komai mimi,kawai inason daddy uncle...." Ta furta maganar ba tare data shirya ba.

Farinciki ya kama yarinyar,ta washe bakinta tana dariya

"Shima yace yana sonki" ido ta fidda

"Yaushe?"

" rannan dinnan" murmushi ta kuma saki,tana juya maganar yarinyar a ranta,saita miqa mata pencil din sukaci gaba da rubutun,zuciyarta wasai cike da tunaninsa,abinda bata taba tsintar kanta a ciki ba akan wani halitta.

Dole saboda yunwar cikinta ta fito ta shiga kitchen,ta fara tunanin me ma zata dafa musu?taja tsaki yafi a qirga,ta rasa dame zata fara,saita matsa ta window gaban window din kitchen din nata ta zugeshi saboda iska ta shigo.

Tana gama budewar iska me dadi mai hade da wani hadadden qamshin abinci ya cika mata ciki,ta hadiyi yawu da kyau tana tunanin ta inda qamshi kala kala yau yake cika mata gida,tabi wajen da kallo tana qaramin nazari,sai ganinta ya tuqe a sassan widad.

Gabanta yadan fadi,kada ya zamana yarinyar ke girkin dake bada irin wannan aroma din,kai ta kada,ko jikinta kunne ne ba zata yadda da haka ba,yarinyar da aka kawo ko ruwan zafi bata iya dafawa ba,yaushe akayi dare har garin zai waye ta iya girki haka?.

Tun tana aikin tana basarwa har ta gaza,sai ta ajjiye abinda takeyi ta juyo ta baro sassan nata ta doshi sashen widad din,tana kusantar part din iska da kums hancinta suna tabbatar mata daga can ne qamshin abincin ke fitowa,sai tayi tsaye daga bakin qofa yatsanta a baki,ya akayi haka ta faru?,bata da abinda zatayi,dole haka ta juya ta koma gwiwa a sanyaye,amma kuma ta cika da mamaki tare dason gano yadda akayi haka ta faru.

Tana girkin amma gaba daya tunani ya cika mata kanta,ranta a jagule yake,bata qaunar ganin wani ci gaba sauyi ko walwalar rayuwa daga yarinyar gaba daya.

Sallama taji da muryar mimi,a mamakance ta waiwayo tana kallon yarinyar

"Mommy kizo inji daddy"

"Ke.....waye ya koya miki sallama?" Daria ta saki cikin jin dadi

"Anty amarya ce,tace duk inda za'a shiga sai anyi sallama,ba kyau shiga guri idan ba'a yi sallama ba" haushi takaici da kuma baqinciki suka cikata,wanne irin sanabe ne haka za'a fito mata dashi akan diyarta,sai taha qwafa

"Shi kuma me zanyi masa,har ya gama fushin nasa ne?" Ta fada tana kallon yarinyar kamar itace zata bata amsa,ita dai batace komai ba,sai taja tsaki ta kashe gas din ta fito zuwa dakin baqi da tace yana can.

Tunda tayi sallama taga kawunta gabanta yayi mummunar faduwa,saboda tasan cewa lallai ruwa baya tsami banza,ta saci kallon abbas dake zaune daura da kawun nata suna taba hira,wadda duka akan abinda ya shafi security na qasa ne,baiko dubi sashenta ba,haka ta daga kai ta isa ga kawun nata ta zube tana gaidashi kanta a qasa.

Shuru tayi ta nutsu sosai kamar da gaske tana sauraron kawun nata sanda yake mata fadan tsafta,iya abinda yafi abbas din yakai qorafinta akai kenan,amma ji take gaba daya ya gama tozartata ya wulaqantata,hausawa sukance wai wanzami bayason jarfa.

"Nifa kawu kawai baya ganin qoqarina ne,amma ai inayin duk abinda naga zan iya bakin gwargwado"

"Oh.....qarya yake miki kenan?,nace qarya yake miki,to ko ni da nake namiji ai gashi ina gani" ya fada yana nuna dakin baqin da ya hada qura sosai,sai kawai ta saki kukan takaici,kawun ya qara da cewa

"Duk qoqarin da abbas yakeyi babu wanda bai san dashi ba,don bai taba kawo qararki ba tsahon zamanku tare sai yau,kuma bazai taba tiwuwa ace shekarun duka da kuka kwashe ke dashi baki taba yi masa laifi ba,saidai kece d baki gani"

"Nima kawu ai yana yimin"

"Rufen baki,me ya hanaki ki fada" ta inda yake shiga bata nan yake fita ba,yayi mata fada sosai ya kuma tursasata ta bashi haquri.

Kamar wadda aka cusawa tsumma a baki kanta a qasa haka ta furta kayi haquri,gaba daya ma abun sai ya jishi banbarakwai,don zaiyi mugun mugun wahala kaji kalmar ban haquri daga bakinta,daga qarshe dukansu kawun ya hadasu yayi musu nasiha sannan ya wuce gida,abbas ya fita ya rakashi har bakin mota sannan yayi masa alkhairi,duk da cewa da qyar ya karba.

Daya dawo tana ta kumbure kumburenta sai ya watsar yayi kaman bai gani ba,ya tattara ya fita sallah,bai kuma dawo ba sai bayan isha'i,don ya tsaya ya saurari karatun da ake a masallacin duk bayan sallan isha'i