na cika mata idanu,zuba mata ido yayi wani abu na zaga jininsa,tana sake shiga rayuwarsa da wani mugun gudu da kuma gaggawa,bayason tana shige masa a irin wannan situation din da yake ciki,idan taci gaba kuwa bashi da tabbacin abinda zai iya biyo baya

"Banaso kina hawa jikina" kunya ta saukar mata,itace ma ke hawa jikinsa?,sai ta miqe da sauri har tana zubar da litattafan cikin borin kunya tana hawaye ta shige daki.

Da kallo ya bita har ta bace,sai.ya dawo da dubansa nan inda ta tashi yana sauke wawiyar ajiyar zuciya hadi da rufe idanunsa,bazai bita ba don kusancinsu da ita zai iya haifar da komai,ya miqe a hankali ya wuce dakinsa yana jin yadda komai na jikinsa ya daddaure.

Saman pillow ta kifa fuskarta kunya na cikata,me yasa take yawan zama a jikinsa?,itama bata sani ba, yawancin lokuta ma batasan tayi ba banda yanzu daya fada,ta jima a haka tana jin kunyar kanta da kanta kafin ta miqe ta shige toilet,tayi brush ta dawo gaban madubi ta fara shirin kwanciya.

Haka kawai ta zauna ta bata lokaci tana duba duka turarukanta,na gefen kunne na gabobi na matse matsi da sauransu,tana karantawa tana shafawa

"Bari dai na gwada naga da gaske da qamshi" ta fada a sakalce,ita kanta da kanta sai data dinga bin jikinta tana shanshanawa ta lumshe ido

"Hmmmm,aikuwa kullum saina shafa,ashe dai da gaske da qamshi" duka ta gama wannan,saita wuce cupboard dinta ta bude tana 'yan waqenta,leda ce ta biyota ta fado,a dan tsorace taja baya ta zubawa ledar ido,saita tuna ledar da matar gidan da suke ciki ta bata kyauta ce ranar data fara shiga,ta dauka ledar ta bude tana zazzage kayan ciki.

Murmushi ya subuce mata sanda ta tuna abinda ta cewa abbas randa aka bata kayan,ya zuwa yanzu ta karanta amfani da muhimmancin kayan

"Bari dai na gwada mu gani" ta furta tana dauko daya daga ciki,wine color ce mai wani matsiyacin ado na fararen furanni a jikinta,ta net ce mai wani irin sulbi kamar silk net,ta zura rigar harda pant dinta,sannan ta isa gaban madubi tana canza tafiya.

Dan ihu ta saki tana fidda ido ganin komai nata ya bayyana muraran,ta rufe bakinta za hannayenta tana sake kallon kanta da kanta tare da jin kunyar kanta,saidai ta dade bataga abinda yayi mata maqurar kyau irin rigar ba.

Wani abu ya darsu a ranta,gata gaban uncle abbas,saita fara jujjuyawa yadda ta taba gani a wani littafi tana gwada shine a gabanta.

Kamar jira maqalalliyar magen gidan takeyi ta soma kuka tana kusur kusur jikin window glass dinta,mummunan faduwa gabanta yayi,ji tayi kamar ma ta shigo dakin saboda daya side na window din a bude yake,sai net kawai,ai bata tsaya tunani karo na biyu ba ta kwasa da gudu ta fita a dakin,bata kuma nufi ko ina ba sai dakin abbas cikin mugun tsoro.


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Bedroom slippers dinsa ya zura a hankali ya sauko daga gadon da nufin zuw kitchen ya samo lemon tsami ya matse yasha ko zai samu relief,ya isa bakin qofar ya dora hannunsa kenan da nufin bude qofar yaji an rigashi.

Kamar wadda aka jefo haka ta fado jikinsa ta koma qanqameshi sosai tana sakin kuka.

Cak komai na jikinsa ya tsaya ya daina aiki na wucin gadi kafin qwaqwalwarsa ta koma bakin aiki

"Mage ce ta shig uncle,ni Allah a koreta daga gidan nan" ta fada cikin kukan shagwabar daya qarasa qwace dukka wani saiti da yayi saura tattare dashi,numfashinsa ya fara wani irin kai komo,babu abinda yake ji a tasa lallausar fatar sai tudun jikinta tako ina,tare da dumi da santsin tata fatar kasancewar jikinsa babu riga saboda wani mugun zafi da yake ji duk da akwai cikin dakin,hancinsa cike da wani tattausan qamshi mai tafi da hankali,irin scent din da bai taba jin irinsa ba,yayi mutuwar tsaye,ya zama kamar wani zane,hatta da gashin kanta daya maqale a habarsa yake isar da saqon qamshin hair mist dinta ya kasa cireshi.

Shige masa ta sakeyi jin kukan kamar dakin yake matsowa,abinda ya sanya gaba daya jikinsa daukan rawa kamar wanda ake kadawa gangi,dukka wani sanin kamata nashi ya gushe,abu daya kwanyarsa ke karanta masa,ya kasance da ita,saiya zareta a hankali daga jikinsa ya sulale ya duqa saman gwiwoyinsa yana qare mata kallo.

Komai na jikinta ya bayyana kansa,komai yana tsaye yadda zai dauki hankali fiye da kima,wata irin sura mai matuqar fusgar hankali da gusar da tunanin me tunani,wata irin halitta da idanuwansa basu taba ganin irinta ba.

A lokacin gaba daha tsoron magen ya rufe mata ido,matsawar da yayi daga jikinta saita dinga jin she's not secure,magen zata iya shigo ne kawai ta haye jikinta,don haka hawaye ya balle mata,tana ganin kamar guduwa yayi

"Uncle" kafin ta qarasa fada ya bude hannayensa,bata bata lokaci ba ta isa jikinsa ta fada,yayi mata wata wawiyar runguma kamar zai maidata cikinsa,ya tattaro dukka qarfinsa ya miqe saman qafafunsa,ya dauketa cak cikin jikinsa ya azata saman gadon dakin.

Ko ina na jikinsa rawa yakeyi,da qyar ya laluba makunnin ac dana fitilar dakin ya kashesu,duhu ya mamaye dakin,babu abinda yayi saura sai siririn hasken dake ratso labule daga wajen farfajiyar gidan,ya kuma sassauta kaifin duhun dake dakin.

Cikin jikinsa yayi mata kyakkyawan masauki ya fara sansana kowanne loko da saqo na jikinta yana jin kamar ya zuqe dukka qamshin,duk inda yakai hancinsa scent na daban yake bayarwa,irin wannan yanayin......irin wannan abun ya jima yana mafarki yaji daga jikin hafsat,amma tun satin farko na amarci bai sake jin hakan ba.

Sosai ya haukace ya hautsine,ya koma real abbas dinsa dake bawa hafsat tsoro especially a lokaci irin wannan,widad dake da qarancin shekaru kuma batasan komai ba sai abun ya girmi tunaninta da kuma iyawarta,tun tana daukae ya lullubeta ne yana rarrashinta har ta gane wani karatu na daban yake mata,tashin hankalin da bata taba jin kamarsa ba ya sauko mata,ta kasa koda motsi bare ta zare jikinta,saboda ya cukukikuyeta tako ina,ya mata wani irin namijin riqo mai wahalar qwacewa,kiran sunansa ta dinga ji a jejjere,amma ko alamun muryarta baiji ba bare ya fuskanci magana takeyi,kansa da jikinta da yake sarrafawa kawai yake iya fahimta cikin duniyar daya shiga.

Tako ina yayi mata riqon tsaurin da ba zata iya qwacewa ba,yayin da shi kuma yake jinsa a wata duniyar da baisan yadda zai kirata ba.

Kuka sosai widad din keyi,irin kukan da ake kira na neman agaji da ceton rai,ceton da babu mai iya yi mata shi,tun tana ihu da iya muryarta har sautinta ya fara dakushewa.

Duk da yanayin da yake ciki hakan bai hanashi karanto addu'ar nan da ma'aiki ya hori ma'aurata da karantata ba,sai yaji wata nutsuwa tana saukarwa qwaqwalwarsa,ya riqe fuskarta cikin tafukan hannayensa yana duban qwayar idanunta da suka bayyana tsoro da tashin hankali

"Am sorry.....i love you" ya fada da wata shaqaqqiyar murya,daga haka ya fara neman hanyarsa zuwa maida widad din cikakkiyar mace kuma mallakinsa tahar abada,kamar yadda ya jima yana buri.

Batasan yadda zata musalta azabar data ziyarceta ba

"Ummmuuuuuuu......."ta kirayi sunanta da wata shaqaqqiyar murya,wanda daga sannan ta fara daina gane komai.

Sanda yazo gangara kuka ne ya subuce masa,ya qanqameta sosai kamar zai tsagata gida biyu,tabbas banda hankalinta ya gushe sai tayi matuqar ji a jikinta,ya kifa fuskarsa cikin gashinta,idanuwansa na fitar da wani hawaye yana sake riqeta sosai cikin jikinsa,a lokacin wani abu mai girma da qarfi ya sake dasuwa a tsakaninsu,a lokacin ya dinga jin a shirye yake ya tunkari kowa da komai a kanta,ta wafce wani tsagi mai girma a rayuwarsa.

Kusan mintuna hudu sannan ya dawo hayyacinsa ya fara qoqarin rabata jikinsa da ita,yadda jikinta ya saki gaba daya a hannunsa yasa ya fahimci babu numfashi a gangar jikinta.

Sosai zuciyarsa ta kada ganin irin yadda wajen ya baci da jini,ya zare ido qirjinsa yana harbawa,kada dai ace ya kashe musu yarinya ne?,la haula wala quwwata illa billa.

Cikin wani mugun kuzari da diro daga saman gadon ya doshi qaramin fridge dake dakin,hannunsa yana rawa ya dauko ruwa mai madaidaicin sanyi ya balle murfin har hannunsa yana jin ciwo ba tare daya lura ba,ya dawo ya zauna cikin jinin yana jawota jikinsa,ya bude ruwan ya soma shafa mata,amma harya kusa rabin robar bata motsa ba,wannan ya tashi hankalinsa,saiya sona tuttula yana zuba mata sosai har cikin gashinta.

Doguwar ajiyar zuciya ta saki,suna hada ido ta maida idanun nata ta rufe tana sakin kuka wanda ko sautinsa ba'a ji saboda tuni muryarta ta dakushe,ko ina na jikinta wani azababben ciwo yake mata,ba zata iya tantancewa ba,amma daga can qasanta tana jin azabar data zarta tako ina.

Saman qafarsa ta kifa fuskarta,sai ya rasa da wanne baki zai lallasheta,sai kawai ya cusa hannuwansa cikin sumarta yana shafawa a hankali

"Am sorry.....kiyi haquri.....na tuba"shine abinda yaketa fadi,a qalla sun kusa mintuna talatin sannan wani baccin wahala yayi awon gaba da ita,kafin sannan wani zazzafan zazzabi ya rufeta ruf,tausayinta ya cikashi fal,shi kansa yasan yayi barna ba'yar qarama ba.

A hankali yasamu yazameta cikin lallabawa kamar me riqe da sabon qwai ya kwantar da ita sannan ya tula mata duvet,don a yadda take cure waje daya ya tabbatar sanyi takeji,don ba qaramin zazzabi bane a jikinta.

Qasan shower ya tsaya ya sakarwa kansa ruwa ba tare daya damu da rashin duminsa ba,don shi kansa wani zafi yakeji ta cikin qashinsa,kamar wanda zazzabin cikin qashi ke shirin kamashi.

Kamar wani zautacce haka yabar ruwan yana sauka a jikinsa,yakai qololuwar tunani,sai furzar da duk ruwan daya shiga bakinsa da yakeyi,bai taba yarda da maganar nan da ake cewa mata suna suka tara ba sai a yau,iya yau kawai....iya yau kawai amma ta aje masa wani muhimmin tarihi cikin rayuwarsa.

Tsaf ya gama wankansa sannan ya fito ya dawo dakin,ya tsane ruwan jikinsa,yana yi yana waiwayenta yaga ko ta motsa,amma har ya gama ya zame zanin gadon bata sani ba,bai damu ya maida wani ba,haka ya koma saman gadon tsurarsa babu shimfida.

Sanda yake qoqarin sake maidata cikin jikinsa don ya rage mata sanyin zazzabin ta farka,kuka ta sakar masa sosai,don wannan karon muryarta ta bude ba kamar dazu ba,ido ya rintse yana jin sautin kukanta kamar saukar ruwan dalma a zuciyarsa,ya matso dab da ita,muryarsa tayi wani irin laushi,kamar ba abbas usman tafida ba(idan kunga sunan mahaifi ya banbanta kuyi haquri,na manta ainihin sunan mahaifinsa dana ambata a baya),jarumin kuma jajirtaccen dan sanda

"Kina buqatar wani a kusa dake,let me help you please" qoqarin tureshi takeyi da hannu,don ko muryarsa batason ji

"Banaso,ka qyaleni,ai ba sona kake ba,shi yasa kayimin haka,saboda ka ganni qarama ka girmeni" duk da yadda hankalinsa yake a kanta da damuwa da yanayin daya sanyata a ciki saida dariya taso kubce masa,har yanzu dai.....har yanzu dai ba zata bar wannan sakalcin nata ba

"Naji... Kiyi haquri,ki bari na taimaka miki,idan kinji sauqi saiki rama".

Kanta ta mayar ta kwantar a hankali ba tare data sake cewa komai ba,sai qwallar azaba kawai da take fitarwa daga idanunta,cikin d'ari d'arin kada tace aah ya sake matsawa kusa da ita ya sanyata a faffadan qirjinsa yayi mata rumfa,sai ajiyar zuciya ta kubce masa mai nauyi,ya dora habarsa saman lallausar sumarta data hargitse,hankalinsa nakan dukkan wani fitar numfashinta.

Yadda zazzabin jikinta ke sake qaruwa ya hana masa runtsawa,akwai paracetamol a gidan,amma ko yaya ya motsa saita saki wani marayan kuka saboda zafin da radadi da jikinta yake mata,a haka kusan suka kwana yana gadinta,tana baccin rabi da rabi,tayi ta farka,bakinsa ya kasa hutawa da yi mata sannu.

Da dabara ya samu yayi alwalar sallar asuba,ya hau gadon ya isa inda take,sai ya ranqwafa yana kallon fuskarta wadda ta fada sosai,ta kuma qara haske tafi fayau.

Murmushi ne ya kubce masa,wanda tun daga qasan zuciyarsa ya ratso,sai a lokacin ya dan dinga tuna sunayen data dinga kira saboda neman agaji,ummu ta kiranyu har babu adadi,uncle muhsin,alhaji,latifa anty deena anty madeena harda mommynta,yau kam ya tabbatar kashinsa ya bushe,tabara ma tayi ta banza bare an tabota,saiya duqa a hankali ya hade tsinin hancinsu waje daya,take suka fara musayar numfashi,hakan kuma ya bawa danshin fuskarsa dama sauka a fatarta mai sulbi da taushi.

A hankali taji yanayin numfashin da take shaqa ya canza,wannan yayi sanadin katsewar numfashinta,ta soma bude idanunta a hankali har ta budesu tar,basu sauka kuma a ko ina ba sai a tashi fuskar dake dab da ita.

Da sauri ta maida idanunta ta kulle,sai taga kamar a sannan komai yake faruwa tsakaninsu,duk yadda yaso ta waiwayo ta kalleshi taqi,daga qarshe sai hannunsa ya miqa mata

"Oya.... shikenan na haqura,taso kiji" shuru tayi kamar ba zata motsa din ba,sai kuma ta motsa a hankali ta miqa.masa zara zaran yatsunta ya kama ya dagata a hankali tana cije lebe,kasa zama tayi sosai saida ta karkace,bata ankara ba taji ya nemi gefanta ya zauna

"Komai ya faru unexpected,abubuwan daya kamata na tambayeki kafin faruwar komai ban tambayeki ba,but now i will ask you.....ya ake wankan ibada?" Ta fahimci sarai abinda yake nufi,don tsohon karatune da suka jima da yinsa a islamiyya,amma sai taji tambayar tayi nauyi fiye da yadda zata jita a bakin kowa,sai tayi qas da kanta hawaye yana son saukowa.

Ya fahimci da gasken gaske ya tabota yau,kuma hatta da 'yan muslikancinta sun motsa,ya saki qaramin murmushi na gefan baki,sannan ya zamo qasa ya tsaya kan gwiwoyinsa,yasa hannunsa masu taushi da sukayi wani sanyi da batasan na meye ba ya riqe dukka hannuwanta yana kallonta

"Ayimin afuwa widad din ummu.....a gayamin naji,saboda wani nauyi ne da yake kaina da ya zama wajibi na saukeshi" a hankali ta motsa qafarta,saita cije lips dinta ta gefe saboda yadda taji ta kamar ba'a jikinta,saita motsa bakin nata ta fara yi masa bayani daki daki.

Idanu ya zuba yana kallon yadda dan qaramin bakinta ke motsawa yana fidda sautin siriryar muryarta mai zaqi,duk bayanin da takai qarshensa sai ya gyada kai,ransa yana sakeyin fari tas,yana kuma sake godewa Allah

"Ma sha Allah, alhamdulillah" ya furta murmushi yana subuce masa,ta fadi komai dai dai babu wani gyara a ciki,sai ya tuna wasu shekarun baya kamar haka shida hafsat din,gyara da yayi mata ya kusa na rabin bayaninta,amma yau sai gashi yarinya qarama tasan wajibin dake kanta.

Miqewa yayi a hankali yana fadin

"Get up dear" ta tattara dukka dauriyarta ta miqe din tana runtse idanunta,saidai taku daya tayi ta gagara yin na biyu kuka sosai ya qwace mata,dukka qafafunta suka dauki rawa da ilahirin jikinta,gumi kuma ya fara yanko mata,zata koma ta zauna ya tarota zuwa jikinsa da sauri ya riqeta da kyau

"Is okay,ya isa....ya isa,you will be okay in sha Allah,am sorry,nasan duk nine na jawo" ya fadi abinda yake da tabbacin zaiyi wuya bata fadeshi ba,ya karanci komai tsaf cikin idanuwanta,haushinsa ne fal da kuma bacin rai,yanzun kuma zai qara mata wani fushin akan wanda takeyi,don kuwa daukarta yayi cak ya wuce bandaki da ita,ya kuma fara rabata da kayan jikinta.

Gaban rigar da tuni ya tashi a aiki ta riqe sosai tana hawaye,kai ya girgiza mata alamar a'ah fuskarsa a hade ba alamun fara'a,dole ta saki rigar,yasa hannu yana qarasa zameta daga jikinta,ya kuma jefata gefe, don tuni ta tashi daga sunan riga zuwa tsumma,zamewa tayi kawai cikin bathtub din tana rufe idanuwanta dake fitar da qwalla,itakam ya gama da ita,tasan ya gama lalatata,iya zafin da takeji kadai ya isheta amsa.

Tana ciki ya dinga tara ruwa me dumin gaske,tun bai cimmata ba har ya fara ratsata,a lokacin tayi yunqurin miqewa amma ina tuni ya rigata,da wani irin zafin nama ya xare rigar jikinsa ya shige cikin bathtub din,ya kamata zuwa jikinsa ya riqeta sosai saboda ruwan ya ratsata.

Tana jin zafin tana jin komai amma ta kasa katabus,saboda dukka wani qarfi nata ya tafi, kukan ma ta kasa,saboda hatta bakinta tana jin kamar shima ciwon yakeyi,eh....batayi qarya ba, don idan ciwon ma yakeyi ba mamaki, tsahon lokacin da bakin shagwabar tata ya dauka yana tsone masa idanu,a jiya sai daya fanshe dukka wani haushinsa a kansa.


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