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Halima Auwal





karfin kukanta ta kara taci gaba da turesa

kukan yakeji har cikin kwanyar sa

dagowa yyi yana kallota akan kirjinta ya dire ido seda ya shide dan shauki daurewa yyi yace to kiyi hkuri bbu abinda xamiki axabure ta mike xanin gadon ta rufe jikinta dashi

tana kallonsa da idanunsa suka kankance ga wani mugun ja dasukayi fukar nn bulolin gashinta sunyi burdin2 ( tsikar jiki) shima kallonta yake san nn yace bbu abinda xanyi miki daman nasan de mom baxata dawo ba se gari ya waye dan tana gun dad
intaya ki kwana
kanta ta girxa (ah'a) ya matsa kusa da ita hannuta ya kama hannu taji da xafi kuma gashi se rawa yake yabata tausayi sosae dan Allah mukwana ke bakya tausamin ne yau muna neman shakara 2 da aure amman banta neman alfarma kinyi min ba

ke ko kulum cikin shan alfarmata kke koda bana so xanyi ko xan cutu hkan baya damuna matukar ke xakiji ddi

se tsili2 take da ido
mutuwa kke son nayi ?
kuma tataro xanin gadon tayi to kayi hakuri
cikin bakin ciki yake kallonta afili yace to dan tausawa dalibin naki mana bbu abinda xanyi miki

kace Allah ai base na rantse ba kema kinsan bbu abinda xanyj miki so nawa muna kwana tare

to bari nasa kaya dama kinyi kwanciyar ki dan wahalar d kanki xakiyi se kayan ne kuma wahala shuru yyi mt dan rashin imanin bata ya isheshi yau kam dole gyada tayi mai intaki tasha matsa
ta gama shirinta har xata kwanta ta tuna ledar da mom ta bata tun rana daukowa tayi dan tagama yi mt bayani duk na cine se wani a garamar rabo kamar xuma ne ma kulum irinsu mom ke bata koda ta tambayi iyya ce mata tayi fata yake gyarawa

dan hk ta maida hankali gurin xamgar su bare suna da ddi ( rashin kawaye yasata batasan irin wan nn abubuwan ba dan ko a whtasApp bata tsawa karanta su)

gadon ta hauro da ledarta da ido kamal ya bita dukda slpdrs har kasa ta kai mata gata me duhu ce sede sirirn hannune da ita hakan ba hada haddun hips dinta da kirjinta ba dedeta kin bayya nuwa ba

ido ya lumshe ya bude su kan ledar hannuta da take budewa hakurin sa da jarumtarsa yasa shi kin rugumota amfa wani juyi da bararsa tayi seda yyi dan kara wayyo Allah

menene inji yusra dake kokarin bude wata raba da maganin me hadi da madara

cikin nuna mata bbu komai ya ce bbu komai robar ya kallah me nene wan nn nima samin

baya tayi da ita san nn ta miko mai tsumi sede kasha xumar nn aman baxan sanmaka wn nn ba

karba yyi yada dik!! dikk!! harya kusa shanyewa tace ka ragemin nima bansha bafa mika mata yyi san nn yace wae menene kamar xuma sede yana da dan daci2

na gyaran fata ne be kuma magana ba ya kwanta rubda ciki cen ta gama itama ta kwanta bayanshi kasan cewar ya raba gadon biyu ( yana tsakiyar gadon)

rugumota yyi tace masa da asuba fa xaka bar dakin nn dan karfe 7:00 mom take shugowa to yace mt ya lumshe ido juyo da ita yyi cikin tutsuwa ya manna bakinsu cikin nutsuwa d shauki dukda shidin ba'a nitsen yake ba amman cikin nutsuwa yake komai su xakakan kalamae yake hantsulo mata cikin kunnuwata cikin giyar luv din da yyi shekaru yana dirkawa hrt dinshi

kuma kwanciya tayi a kirjinsa tana shakar kanshinsa dayasa mata mutuwar jiki

daga hk salon takun kamal ya canxa xuwa wani salon.

itama ba'a barta a a baya ba tayasa take

hakan ya kara assasa kamal din cikin wani hali

wasa yakeyi da kirjinta sosae ya kuma rudewa sumbatar ta yake kota ina cikin xakuwa cire rigar na shanunta ya kama yana tsotsa cikin nutsuwa numfashi duke fita da karfi

duk basa cikin haiyacin su cibiyarta xuwa mararta yake shafawa

kara matsesa tayi

gogan ya fara neman hanya jin hk yasata kwatar jikinta sede ina ta makaro tuni ya dena ji d gani tattaro karfinsa yyi wajan mata wani wawan rigo

ganin taki dena fafutar kwace kanta bane ya ce cikin buryar rada2 kuka2 ki..nutsu.. karki.. ji.. ciwo plss..

dan imani irin na kamal da kuma bayason ta wahala kasa shigarta yyi seda yyi da gaske ganin yana neman mutuwa yasa rutse ido....

bakinta yyi saurin rufewa ganin tana kokarin sheka ihu

tare suke rera kukan nasu ita na wahala shi kuma sweet Cry's yake da sunbatu iri iri

_karki barni ina rasaki dede rana daya xan mutu baxan taba kwana daya batare dake ba_

_ina sonki tunbansa me sodin ba kina birgeni tun basan wawace ce mace ba_

_akanki nafara shan wahala kuma kin shayar dani ddin daban taba axanci samu ba_

_ina sonki ina sonki_

tun tana kuka hartayi shuru tana sauraron kamal

sabon kuka da magiya take gani abu yaki ci yaki cinyewa

ina shida kamal di da baya cikin wan nn duniyar ina xejita

( Allah yayi kamal an girma ansha mai)

bayan 2hrs kamal ya saurara mata iya wahala ta wahala kam abinma mmki yake bata kamal ne yyi mata ragaraga hk ( dama dan hakin daka raina...)
seke rugumo abarsa yyi cikin nishadin dabaxe musaltu ba wani fanin kuma jinjina wawanci da yyi harya kai wan nn lkc beji yadda ake jiba 😌

yusra baci ta koma dan mikewa yyi bayan yyi babban dahara (tsarki) ya dauro alwala nafila yakeyi yana tasbihi da kirariwa Allah daya hanawa kowa yakibawa kowa damar keta masa hadi
da kara adu'ar karesu daga sharrin masuyi

godiya sosae yyi wa ubangiji daya basa yusra a matsayi mata

ya roki buyayi gagara musali daya bashi xuriya na gari daga gareta
adu'a yyi sosai har aka kira sallah

har yaje masallaci ya dawo bbu wanda yagamu dashi

garin tashinta ya kuma maimaici

mara tausayin na kasa dashi mugu kaiba kanina bane kuma ni ban karatar da mugu ba kaiba *dalibina* bane mugu kaiwae ( fadar yusra lkcin da take jin maxa 😀)

wajen wanka ma ansha daru gorin kuwa na xuwa extra lssn yashata

shi kuma ya dage seda yyi mata tana cikin cudata ya fara hargitsewa cikin dauriya da kai xuciya nesa aka gama

ya rigata futa daga toilet din seda yyi jinya kafin yyi nml badan yasan inya sake beyiwa kansa hallaci ba da ya kuma.

xanin gadon ya cire cikin kayan mom ya lalubo wani ya shinfida ya tafi da wann dakinsa da niyar yana shiryawa ya dawo

sauri2 yake yaje gareta dan bayajin xe sake 5mts ba tare da yaga halin da take ciki ba.


6:30 ya turo kofa kwance ya sameta tana bacci cikin nutsuwa tana kallon kafa sede jikinta a rufe yake da hadaddan bargo
[1/29, 12:04 PM] ‪+234 803 225 4928‬: [1/23, 6:20 PM] Haleema Awwal 👌: 🕯🕯DALIBI NA 🕯

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Anty Rukie ( mmn Abdlj)

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Halima Auwal







6:30 ya turo kofa kwance ya sameta tana bacci cikin nutsuwa tana kallon kofa sede jikinta a rufe yake da hadaddan bargo iya fuskarta ce a waje fukar nn ta danyi ja saman idonta ya kumbura alamun tayi kuka sosae ( *dalibin* mesa antyn sa kuka lol..)

xuwa yyi gaban gadon dede kanta ya tsugunna ya kura mata ido bakinta ya dan lasa da harshe motsi tayi taci gaba da bacci kallonta yake kamar ya hadiye ta bakinta ya xubawa idocikin shauki abinda ya faru jiya ya fado masa a rai sabonsan memeci ne ya kamasa ga wani irin kaunarta dake cafkar mai xuciya fuskar ya shafa

a hankali ta bude idonta dede nn mom ta turo kafar be juyaba kallonta yake idon nn nata fall bacci f gajiya

da mmki mom ta kallesa yaushe ka shigo kamal? mikewa yyi yakalin mom san nn ya kali yusra data rufe ido kamar me bacci ga kunya gabanta se dukan 50_50 yake

ya kalli mom tun jiya.. yusra da batasan lokacin da tayi mgn ba mom yanxu ya shigo kamal ya jiyo yana dariya keda kike bacci harara ta wurga masa

kallon mom yyi yace bata da lafiya ne naxo dubata
ni lafiya ta kalau wani kallo yyi mata na ashe xa'a kuma
da sauri cikin tsoro dan yanxu tsoro yake bata
tacr ai na warke
au kin warke ke nn ( irin to xan maimata)

cikin in inna tace saura kadan to ( ayya ta xama dalibar yau shine uncle)

ya kasa kunshe dariyar sa seda ya dara mom dake tsaye ta fara xargin wani abu game da dan nata

fita yyi itako se binsa take da kallo dan su hada ido ko ta gasgata xarginta aman sam yaki

dan shida mom suna matukar karatar juna ta ido

dakin tabi da kallo san nn ta kalli kan gadon taga ancanxa xanin gadon
mayar da idonta tayi kan yusra da bata taba xuwa ta sameta a kwance ba

yusra kanta a kasa se wasa take da bedsht din

yanxu iskanci kamal yakai akan gadona....... ( bakece kike ganin be girma ba kka hanashi matarsa 😀😀) ta jinjinawa rashin kunyar kamal

tayi kamar bata gane ba ta nufi wajen kayanta

da sauri yusra ta sauka daga kan gadon ji take dama ta mutu ta huta dan kunya

ta gefan ido mom take kallonta harta fice

ikon Allah ah lailai kamal bashi data ido a dakina akan gadona 😂

sede wani barin xuciyar mom dadi taji dan insha Allah ta kusa xama kaka xataga ya"yan kamal & yusra

wayarta ta dauka mama ta kira kinga binta dubamin yata wan nn yaron dan rashin kunya a gadona.. se tayi shuru harda gwafa abika da manya har mama gane


seda mama tayi dan dariya tukun tace ba nace miki kibashi matarsa ba kince seya girma da rabon a dakin ki xe girman cikin wasa ta karasa

tode naji dubamin yariya ta ko yaji mata ciwo dan naga kamar tafiyar ta ta cenxa
sukayi salma

har daki tasami yusra datayi laushi

meya faru naganki kamar baki da lafiya
kuka tasawa mama dan jin mm take kamar ita ta haifeta
hakuri mama take bata dayi mata nasiha cikin hikima


wani ruwan dimin tasake hada mata dawasu magun guna
ta kuwa ji ddin jikinta

koda sukaxo karyawa yasha harara gun mom yamasan tanayi ne

hankalinsa yana gun yusra data kasa hada ido da kowa gani take kamar sun gane kunyar yau tafi na kulum abincin ma cacakala tayi ta gudu

sintiri yake tsakanin dakinsa dana mom sede mom taki bashi damar ganawa da matar tasa sewani korarsa take haushi ya kamasa shifa yagaji bbu wanda yasan irin karar da yakeyi ne mom bata tausaya masa ta dena sonsa da ji dashi tsaki yyi ya mike toilet ya shiga ya fito shi burinshi kasan cewa da ita sam hankalinsa yaki bashi hadin kai inya tuna daran jiya shi yasan yadda yakeji kwadin seke xuwa duniyar nn ta jiya yake ( basa bamba ) gashi mom tayi kane kane

karfe 10:00 dede ya tura kofar mom cikin sanda bega mom ba ddi yaji sosae gadan gadan yyi kan gadon ga bedsht din mom a hannusa kofar toilet yaji an bude mom yagani turus ya tsaya cikin ji haushi ya ajiye mata xanin gadon ta kalli xanin gadon ta kalleshi me wan nn yajeyi dakin ka shuru yyi mata yana sosa keya

kuma meya kawoka daki na duk bbu amsa amman kamar yyi kuka yakali yusra san nn ya kalli mom hanyar fita ta nuna mai

kamar yyi kuka yafita a bawa mutum matarsa an hana se angama gasawa mutum aya a hannu bayan ya fita ne ya goge kwallar idon sa

tsusayi ya bawa mom sede gaskiya ta bashi yar mutane wahala xe bata dan bata warke ba kuma ta gane dan nata bbu wasa 😉

beyi wani bacci kirki ba se juyi yake tsabar wuya harda share kwallah tashi yyi yana sallah dukda alwala bata xamar masa haka yaketa sakewa


da safe suna brkfs fushi yake da kowa abincinsa kawae yake ci dad ne ya kirasa ya amsa yana kallon dad din da idonsa fall bacci da damuya gobe xaka koma scul insha Allah
tean daya hadiye ya dawo dashi yakali inda yusra take tabb yace anxo gurin a ransa
a fili kuma cewa yyi..

tare xamu tafi ke nn?
dawa inji dad

yusra kamal ya nuna da yatsa

tunda ya furxar da tea